Job Continues
Young People Now Insult Me
1 Young people now insult me,
although their fathers
would have been a disgrace
to my sheep dogs.
2 And those who insult me
are helpless themselves.
3 They must claw the desert sand
in the dark for something
to satisfy their hunger.
4 They gather tasteless shrubs
for food and firewood,
5 and they are run out of towns,
as though they were thieves.
6 Their only homes are ditches
or holes between rocks,
7 where they bray like donkeys
gathering around shrubs.
8 And like senseless donkeys
they are chased away.
Those Worthless Nobodies
9 Those worthless nobodies
make up jokes and songs
to disgrace me.
10 They are hateful
and keep their distance,
even while spitting
in my direction.
11 God has destroyed me,
and so they don't care
what they do.
12 Their attacks never stop,
though I am defenseless,
and my feet are trapped.
13 Without any help,
they prevent my escape,
destroying me completely
14 and leaving me crushed.
15 Terror has me surrounded;
my reputation and my riches
have vanished like a cloud.
I Am Sick at Heart
16 I am sick at heart!
Pain has taken its toll.
17 Night chews on my bones,
causing endless torment,
18 and God has shrunk my skin,
choking me to death.
19 I have been thrown in the dirt
and now am dirt myself.
20 I beg God for help,
but there is no answer;
and when I stand up,
he simply stares.
21 God has turned brutal,
22 stirring up a windstorm
to toss me about.
23 Soon he will send me home
to the world of the dead,
where we all must go.
24 No one refuses help to others,
when disaster strikes.
25 I mourned for the poor
and those who suffered.
26 But when I beg for relief
and light,
all I receive are disaster
and darkness.
27 My stomach is tied in knots;
pain is my daily companion.
28 My days are dark and gloomy
and in the city council
I stand and cry out,
29 making mournful sounds
like jackals and owls.
30 My skin is so parched,
that it peels right off,
and my bones are burning.
31 My only songs are sorrow
and sadness.
…un tagadējo pazemojumu
1 Bet nu par mani smej
gados jaunāki,
kuru tēvus es nelaistu
pat pie saviem ganu suņiem!
2 Kam man viņu roku spēks –
dūša tos pametusi!
3 Badā un postā izdiluši
pa smilgainēm klaiņā,
vakara tumsā pa kaltušu zemi un smilšņām.
4 Gar krūmiem sālszāli plūc,
irbuleņu saknes tiem maize,
5 no visiem tie padzīti,
kā zagļiem tiem nopakaļ pakliedz,
6 gravās tiem jādzīvo,
klintīs un zemes dobuļos,
7 pa krūmiem tie brēkā,
zem dadžu lapām barā spiežas,
8 nejēgu dēli, bezgožu dēli,
notramdīti no zemes!
9 Nu par mani tie trallina,
ap mani tie mēles trin! –
10 niecina mani un turas nost,
manā priekšā nekaunas spļaudīt!
11 Grožus izrāvuši,
laužņus izspļāvuši man priekšā!
12 Pa labo roku plukatas stāj,
kāju man priekšā liek,
sataisa postam pie manis ceļu!
13 Tie izposta manu taku,
nelaimē iegrūž,
neviens tos neaptur!
14 Pa platu plaisu tie uzbrūk,
pār drupām virsū veļas –
15 šaušalas mani lenc,
kā ar vēju mana godība aizrauta,
kā mākonis mans glābiņš aizpeld.
16 Nu mana dvēsele iztek,
posta dienas ap mani nāk,
17 nakts man kaulus plēš,
tie nemaz neguļ, kas mani grauž!
18 Ar lielu spēku mans ģērbs ir savilkts,
kā apkakle kaklu sažņaudz,
19 viņš met mani mālos,
topu līdzīgs pīšļiem un pelniem.
20 Es brēcu uz tevi, tu neatbildi,
stāvu, bet tu tik noraugies!
21 Par varmāku tu esi man kļuvis,
ar stipru roku tu vajā mani.
22 Tu pacel mani un vējā nes,
purini mani vētrā.
23 Zinu, nāvē tu sūtīsi mani –
namā, kur nonāk ik dzīvais.
24 Vai gruvešos nosviestais nestieps rokas,
vai postā pamestais nebrēks?
25 Vai es par grūtdieņiem neraudāju,
vai neskumu dvēselē nabagu dēļ?
26 Es meklēju labu, bet nāca ļauns,
es gaidīju gaismu, bet uznāca tumsa.
27 Iekšas man kūsā un nerimst,
klāt man posta dienas!
28 Melni man vaigi, bet ne dēļ saules;
sapulcē pieceļos un brēcu!
29 Tagad esmu šakāļiem brālis
un draugs tuksneša putniem.
30 Āda man metas melna,
kauli man karstumā plēn.
31 No manas cītaras žēlabas skan,
no stabules – raudu balss!
